confrontation...no way!

for me confrontation is something i hate. i would rather just push it under the rug than have to bring something up with someone. i just dont like it. its not me. but i had to take a huge step today and do just that. it wasnt easy but i think the longer you hold something in the more the devil gets a hold and plays mind games with you. in my case i started to think that i wasnt needed and that what i did really didnt amount to anything. finally after being truthful in how i really felt, things have already started to feel better. when you let it out, it makes things so much easier because if you hold it in you just hold a grudge and will end up blowing up later. sometimes you have to confront people no matter how hard it is so that you can move on and get over whatever it is thats bugging you.


ah. i feel so much better!